BlueFever

Dear Tika,

I try to write you a nice poem or a letter with a fancy words about you, but I can’t even write anything at this moment while this tears keep on rolling down from my eyes. I remember all of our story together, the good times and bad times, the promises we make about our future and our kids. It breaks my heart to know that I’ll not be able to made all of those come true with you by my side.

All I can tell you is I miss you and It’s very hard for me to accept that you’re already gone.

But I know that you’re much happier now up there.

I met you last night, You said you were very sick, tired and sad cause’ you can’t raise your own baby, and I said don’t worry everything will work out just fine and I hold you against my shoulder then I wake up and realize it was only a dream.

I hope you can rest in peace now, don’t worry about your lil’ Aidan. I’m sure your hubby will taken good care of him and I’m also will make sure he grow up to be a great person like his mom.

Goodbye my best friend and I’ll see you soon when my time come…

miss u much,

xoxo,

-v-

( @my room, missing you, ost. sleeps with butterfly )

~ by bluefever on October 1, 2008.